Nurturing My Faith
I thought I’d pop in and give an update on how one of my “resolutions” has been going so far. Specifically my resolve to nurture my relationship with God.
I’m really happy to say I’ve read my Bible every single day this year so far. I haven’t missed a day. There were times I was out of town, and if I didn’t have my Bible with me, I discovered the One Year Bible online. In fact, I’ve been using Instagram as my accountability tool. I’m sure several people are annoyed by my daily pictures, but that doesn’t matter to me. It’s proof that I did it. You can follow along with me here if you’re interested. Some days I post verses that speak to me. Some days just the date and others, entire pages.
Because this is how I choose to start my day, if find myself dwelling on that day’s reading throughout the day. I’m more aware of my relationship with Him all day long. When things stress me out, I’m able to call back a verse that really speaks to me. The one that I use as a prayer most often, especially when I feel something is hopeless, or I’m simply afraid or overwhelmed is Psalm 55:23 … But as for me, I trust in you. I say this daily. It’s my constant prayer.
I also find that I talk to God more throughout the day. I check in with Him just to say thanks, or hi, or whatever. I’m no longer running to Him because I want something.
Another thing that I think has really helped is that we changed churches. It’s not that I didn’t like the one we were attending. I really did. But as I mentioned before, it was a chore going. We didn’t get involved in any way, shape or form. We went to church, then we went home and that was it.
I wasn’t sure the new church was for me at first. However, that first Sunday, the pastor really got my brain going. He’d said things I had never heard before, and I grew up going to Christian school and to church most of my life. His words challenged me. He got me thinking in ways I’ve never thought before. I wanted more. This past Sunday, we decided to try out a Sunday School class before service. My negative nelly side said “Oh my gosh. That’s going to be a LONG morning! 9:30 Sunday school and then 11 a.m. service? That’s just too much.” But I went because Jason wanted to. I loved it. I’m looking forward to next weekend. Going to church no longer feels like a chore that has to be gotten through.
I’m pleased to have stuck with my daily reading. My heart and mind are changing. I’m learning things I’ve never knew. I’m discovering just how patient and forgiving God is with us. Don’t believe me? Just read Judges 2:10-3:31. Israel disobeys the Lord over and over, yet he repeatedly rescues them. It doesn’t matter how many times they screw up. Every time they cry out to God, he saves them. Incredible! At some point, I’d kick them to the curb!
On March 29 I was asked, “Have you noticed any change since you started reading through the Bible daily?” I never answered that text message. I didn’t want to say no. I felt like I was a failure because that would have been my answer. It’s been almost 2 months and I can say yes, absolutely. It takes time. I’m so glad I’ve stuck with it. I’m glad that my day feels off if I wait too late in the day to do my reading. I finally replied to that text message this morning.
So there you have it. If you want to nurture your faith, start with the Word. Go to it daily. It’s taken me almost 5 months to really feel different. It was worth it. I encourage you to spend time studying his Word every single day.